What are my lessons
Change does not happen when things are easy. Growth is painful and certainly not linear. being faced with emotional pain, you know there are realizations to be had. it is only when we can look back on what has evolved can we realize what we learned along the way. what are my lessons here? what am i supposed to take away from all of this pain and sadness and grief? Patience - i am very willing to admit patience is not a trait I possess, definitely one of my weaknesses. everything about right now is showing me i have to develop that. not one part of this time can i rush through or bypass or skip over. it is the long haul and what it will become it will become. i have to be patient to see how therapy heals and helps and what the results are. this is 1 day at time. Control - so many things we do and ways we view our lives give us the illusion of control. for many, including myself, control over things allows us to feel like we got this. the reality of life is we really only have control ov
